Thursday, January 12, 2012

Day 52: What the fuck am I doing?

I have a tightness in my chest.  My heart is twisted.  The other night I actually googled "am I having a heart attack?"  Google chided me for googling my symptoms and directed me to call 9-1-1.  

Magical thinking.  Realism. Coincidence.  Fate.  Signs.  Chance.  Serendipity.  Randomness. Numbness. Chaos.   Intractable. Frustration. Static.  Fuck. Sigh. 

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